Letting Go of the Guilt Attached to Being Ill Using EFT

When I work with clients who are seriously ill, onelimiting beliefs. She told me that all she truly
of the strongest negative emotions they oftenwanted to do was relax yet she was scared of
feel around being ill is guilt. They feel guiltyletting go of her current behaviour. She realised
because they can't work or do the things theythat her routine of overloading herself and keeping
once did; guilty for needing care and support;busy was a way of maintaining control. She
guilty for resting, and guilty for not doing enoughbecame afraid of letting go of this behaviour
in general. The challenge with this limiting belief ispattern in case it wasn't good for her. The most
that it influences our rest time. It can lead to usfascinating part of her dialogue was when she
dismissing our bodies' needs because there is justexplained if she stopped "doing stuff" and getting
so much to do and we "should be doing more".things done, something bad would happen to her. I
We decide to soldier on instead.reframed this by suggesting that if she stopped
Whenever a client suggests she should be doingdoing stuff, perhaps something good would
more, or she isn't doing enough, I like to introducehappen. Andrea understood this immediately,
the possibility that perhaps relaxing is enough. Werealising I was implying that if she stopped
are unlikely to recover if we are preoccupied with'soldiering on', perhaps her body could have an
berating ourselves for not having the energy toopportunity to heal.
clean the house, go to work, or socialise. It is soThe following is some of the EFT I used with
important to listen to our bodies' messages andAndrea, and if this subject resonates with you, I
respond by taking some time to recuperate.thought it might be useful.
When I was housebound with Chronic FatigueStart by tapping the two karate chop points (KC)
Syndrome, there were specific symptoms whichtogether and repeat the following three times:
flared up when I had pushed myself too far. In"Even though for whatever reason, there's a part
the early days, pushing myself too far might haveof me that doesn't want to let go of this guilt,
meant watching TV for half an hour, or showeringthere's a bigger part of me that wants to accept
and washing my hair. I soon learned that thesemyself and move on."
activities were too much for my body becauseThe purpose of this is to clear any resistance
my leg muscles and knee joints would startfrom the subconscious mind. Once this is cleared,
aching, a migraine would start or I would feelwe are ready to apply regular EFT on the issue
completely exhausted. At first, I was frustratedat hand. When we tap on our limiting beliefs,
and deeply disappointed in my body, so I ignoredtraumatic memories and pain, we shift our
the symptoms. This usually meant I would end upperspective, gently allowing our subconscious to
in bed for the rest of the day! I started to listenconsider change. Once the subconscious realizes
to my body more and more. As soon as one ofthere is nothing to gain from holding on to the
the symptoms worsened, it was my cue to rest.problem, it is open to changing.
I strongly believe that adopting this protocol wasNow tap the karate chop point on the other hand
one of the main reasons I recovered from thiswhile saying the following:
debilitating disease relatively quickly. I chose to let"Even though I feel guilty for resting, I want to
go of the guilt I felt about taking time toaccept myself anyway
meditate, do breathing exercises or sleep becauseEven though there's so much to do and I should
I realised in the long term, resting would facilitatebe doing more, I accept who I am and how I'm
my recovery.feeling about this
Demanding, and sometimes overwhelming words,Even though if I rest, they might think I'm lazy, I
such as 'should', 'must' and 'ought' can be replaceddeserve to accept all of me now."
with 'could': "I could be doing more, but right now,Now tap the following places while saying each of
relaxing is enough". If my clients feel resistant asthe phrases below:
they regard this, it is very useful information for• top of head: I don't know who I'd be
me. There might be some negative self-talk• eyebrow: Being sick has become my
coming up, such as "I don't have time to relax!", "Iidentity
need to soldier on", or "relaxing is what lazy• side of eye: Everyone accepts me in this
people do". With powerful limiting beliefs such asrole
these at work, the subconscious will not feel safe• under eye: and if I recover, they'll expect
enough to consider the possibility of resting andmore of me
ultimately, healing.• under nose: I'll have to resume my
When I worked with Paul he said he wasresponsibilities
surrounded by so many things that needed doing• chin: and that's too much for me right now
and they were all shouting at him, demanding his• collarbone: I feel threatened by the
attention. He felt guilty if he rested, and likenedpossibility of changing
the way he felt to wearing a belt which was• under arm: I'm afraid to change
slowly tightening around his waist, preventing him• top of head: I want to enjoy the freedom
from taking a comfortable breath. As we usedthat whole health offers me
EFT on the negative emotions he felt, his• eyebrow: I want to make a commitment to
perspective altered quite considerably as hemy healing
realised that by taking the opportunity to rest• side of eye: I deserve to feel safe enough
when he needed to, he would have even moreto recover
energy to complete the tasks which surrounded• under eye: I don't have to feel obligated to
him. The sensation of the tightening belt dissipatedchange
and he was left feeling calm and confident.• under nose: I choose to feel curious about
Andrea told me she didn't deserve to take restthe possibility of changing
time because that would make her feel even• chin: and how exciting my life will be
more guilty about being ill. She told me she• collarbone: I'm starting to feel curious about
overloaded herself by constantly doing things andwho I could be withoutthis illness
making sure she was busy. The majority of her• under arm: I deserve to change now
activities revolved around striving to make herselfAfter you have tapped through this round, write
better. Somehow, she had developed the beliefdown how you're feeling and any new thoughts
that she had to keep on "doing something" inwhich have come up, then tap again, changing the
order to recover from her illness. She believedwording if you need to. Remember, the phrases
that if she wasn't doing something to "fix" heryou use are simply a way of outwardly
health, she certainly didn't deserve any rest time.expressing how you're feeling. You don't need to
Using EFT, we tapped on all of these beliefs andbe creative - just state what's on your mind.
Andrea began to realise that these were, indeed,